When I think about never being together again..

I dont want to say much here but my life is pretty destroyed right now. lost my friends over something that wasnt even my fault. 
My outfit was Rikku from FFX-2, but I have a Yuna quote that very much describes how I feel over losing one of my friends in particular, (not the one that hurt me, and caused me to lose the rest)

Yuna (FFX) Sphere about her friends she met along her journey, talking about Tidus: 
"I guess that leaves..." 
"The newest guardian." 
"Star player of the Zanarkand Abes!" 
"You are..." 
"I am.." 
"Well, um..." 
"I'm glad...I'm glad that we met." 
"We haven't even known each other long, but..." 
[Tidus walks out and looks at her] 
"It's funny." 
"So this is what it feels like." 
"It's a much more wonderful feeling than anything I had ever imagined." 
"Wonderful...but it hurts, sometimes." 
"I wonder." 
"I..I just want to say, thank you for everything." 
"Maybe...maybe that's why it hurts." 
"When I... When I think about us never being together again at all..." 
"I'm afraid."