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Yuna and Tidus- FFX2 sad ending- colored by itgbae
Yuna and Tidus- FFX2 sad ending- colored
Yuna: It's you. You were with me the whole time. I kept thinking you might be, kept hoping. But you know, I'm not worried anymore. You will always have a place here in my heart. We will always be connected. I love you.
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Yuna and Tidus- FFX2 sad ending by itgbae
Yuna and Tidus- FFX2 sad ending
Yuna: It's you. You were with me the whole time. I kept thinking you were, kept hoping. But you know, I'm not worried anymore. You will always have a place in my heart. We will always be connected. i love you
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Not written by me, but by anon. It is incredible.

How we held each other just like this. Your face buried in my chest, my legs wrapped around your hips. Both of us trying to drown in this sea of flesh. In any other universe, I could love you until time forgot itself. But this is the one we live in, and here, we will never be good enough.

Neither of us are capable. Our hearts aren’t big enough to hold the kind of love we want to have for each other. Our bones could never bear the weight of it. If I promised you forever, I’m sorry I lied. What we have is real and the thing about real things is they always die. Science has taught us this. This world is only designed for letting go. Despite all its hands, no shore was ever able to hold onto its tide, or write ‘stay’ in the sand. Nothing ever survives. Love here is futile, and we are either brave or foolish for having the audacity to even try. Given time, even our bodies will begin to forget one another. It takes human skin 28 days to fully replace itself. In a month, this body will be covered in a layer of cells you have never touched. You wouldn’t even recognize me then.

Maybe we should end it now, while everything still feels tender and good. Before my soft-edged memories of you become rusty blades, or saying my name feels like a knife in your throat. Maybe we should stop. Maybe killing it now would feel something like mercy. Salvation from a more painful end. I don’t want to watch it die or feel the weakened pulse of it. The trembling last breath, the slow bleed and twitch of it. But if we’re going to lose each other anyway, at least we can say when.

This is what I want to remember, you telling me that the stars hold their breath to hear the melt and magic of my voice at night. How you undressed me the very first time. Me being constantly overwhelmed by the glorious landscape of you, your marshes and wilderness.

How beautiful we are, how tragic all of this is. The stains of our lovemaking on this mattress will outlast the love we made. Nothing could ever be more cruel than that.

  • Listening to: Anberlin- Atonement
Not written by me, but by anon. It is incredible.

How we held each other just like this. Your face buried in my chest, my legs wrapped around your hips. Both of us trying to drown in this sea of flesh. In any other universe, I could love you until time forgot itself. But this is the one we live in, and here, we will never be good enough.

Neither of us are capable. Our hearts aren’t big enough to hold the kind of love we want to have for each other. Our bones could never bear the weight of it. If I promised you forever, I’m sorry I lied. What we have is real and the thing about real things is they always die. Science has taught us this. This world is only designed for letting go. Despite all its hands, no shore was ever able to hold onto its tide, or write ‘stay’ in the sand. Nothing ever survives. Love here is futile, and we are either brave or foolish for having the audacity to even try. Given time, even our bodies will begin to forget one another. It takes human skin 28 days to fully replace itself. In a month, this body will be covered in a layer of cells you have never touched. You wouldn’t even recognize me then.

Maybe we should end it now, while everything still feels tender and good. Before my soft-edged memories of you become rusty blades, or saying my name feels like a knife in your throat. Maybe we should stop. Maybe killing it now would feel something like mercy. Salvation from a more painful end. I don’t want to watch it die or feel the weakened pulse of it. The trembling last breath, the slow bleed and twitch of it. But if we’re going to lose each other anyway, at least we can say when.

This is what I want to remember, you telling me that the stars hold their breath to hear the melt and magic of my voice at night. How you undressed me the very first time. Me being constantly overwhelmed by the glorious landscape of you, your marshes and wilderness.

How beautiful we are, how tragic all of this is. The stains of our lovemaking on this mattress will outlast the love we made. Nothing could ever be more cruel than that.

  • Listening to: Anberlin- Atonement

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Rachel, BAE!
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Im 25 and I am a registered nurse. Im single. I identify as queer. I have three cats...another one just passed away on Feb 28th, 2013. Im also very artistically inclined and love multiple forms of it. I do mostly pen work, but sometimes i use markers, crayons, charcoal...watercolor..whatever seems to fit. I also write poetry, which are usually in a format I can sing them. I love singing too. I love photography.


**I also do paid commissions, depending on style/complexity. I focus mainly on anime style people and am willing to draw just about anything, use any song lyrics etc- message for details :)**
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meatloaf125 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Love your photos. Gonna hit the watch button. Pretty awesome page pretty awesome face :happybounce: I think I've fainted. 
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itgbae Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you so much :D
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meatloaf125 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Your most welcome :D
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Darkgon01 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013
Just to warn you, your newest watcher :iconalerkina2: is a notorious art thief. For more info read here [link] , look here [link] , and read here, [link] . You'll probably want to warn your watchers and friends as he'll go after them next. P.S. He'll probably comment saying to ignore me then give you a llama, ignore any attempts he makes to get on your good side as it's all a ruse.
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alerkina2 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Hi there...I'M A FAN OF DDR
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Artful-Dodgerette Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave, girl! I hope you have a wonderful Valentines Day! :) :)
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itgbae Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you!
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paulalisamarie Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2013  Hobbyist
Thanks for the Fave! :)
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itgbae Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
youre welcome ^.^
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sasunaruchan Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the :+fav: :iconinloveplz:
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